Some of you have e-mailed me, requesting that I put up permanent links to my husband's posts about our love story, and our journey to voluntary simplicity and debt freedom. I'll put them in the sidebar, but for those of you who've been looking for them, here are the links:

10 Years Ago....
The Courtship
Things Get More Serious
The Highs and the Lows
God Calls
The Banker's Going Away Party

I'm so happy that you've found inspiration in these posts.

Monday, November 6, 2006

What! Are you KIDDING me?

So, since going off bedrest at 36 weeks, here's what's happened so far.....

NOTHING.

I find it very ironic that after 5 weeks of trying to keep this child inside my body, now that she can safely come out, she's decided she doesn't want to anymore. This hardly seems fair (to me).

I am now as big as a barn. My ribs hurt, my back hurts, my legs hurt. I can't sleep, I don't feel like eating, and I spend all of my time in the bathroom. I'm starting to feel a little bit desperate.

My doctor checked my cervix today, and though it's shorter, it hasn't dilated anymore. The doctor said it was only a fingertip, which strikes me as odd, since it was 2.5 cm 5 weeks ago. Did it just snap shut? How can this be? It's not fair. NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR! I want this kid out! I'm so sick of people asking me how I'm feeling, and making comments like, "Are you still around?" and "Still no baby?" I want to say, "Do I look like I've had a baby yet?!"

Sheesh

1 comments:

Kim said...

This post makes me laugh...I'm almost in the exact same situation as I sit here reading this and timing contractions, trying to figure out if I should head back to the hospital. After 7 weeks of being afraid the kid will fall out, and now being 100% effaced and 5.5cm dilated, she isn't budging. Ahhhh!